What exactly interest me about

Here we go again on my never ending journey for redefining myself. On almost 24 years, i haven't found what exactly interest me, i'm still too random and out of focus. This post come out because i feel nothing and got nothing significant life lesson this far. I realize that mostly my lecturer have one focus that interest, on example prof. Edi as expert on maritime society, prof keppi on woman studies, prof widodo on social crime and law, and my undergraduate lecturer mr safril on globalization and terrorism. And they give all their effort to do some research or interest on their focus, so they then can be called as expert on their fields. Then i look at myself searching what really interest me , oh God i never can be focus. In other side one of my lecturer didn't choose to one major, he took unlinked major on his study from undergraduate till phd, but the way he teach is not as good as other. I'm not trying to make a generalization though, at first i thought that knowing everything is cool but i know that you can't know everything as a whole expertly, or it called setengah setengah, tidak membumi. I've tried to focus in something but other thing distract me. Ya Tuhan aku butuh ilham

Jadikanlah sholat dan sabar sebagai penolongmu

Sabar yaaaaa bitaaaaa :)

Mas ijad said : Olahraga > make up

I hope it's not too late for me to make "sport" as my new lifestyle. Recently I felt so weak and easy to feel tired. Mas ijad told me i dont have to put too much make up for daily, even i just put bedak and lipgloss for attending some event such as wedding party or friend's graduation. Lucky me bcs basically im not to interest with make up thingy, and that's why i can't do that LOL. Mas ijad just advice me to doing sport, yoga, senam or another thing like that than push me to do make up. He can be so angry if i just too busy with my phone, and push me to do some sport, or take me to play badminton with him. He often drive me to campus but only till in front of gate, not to FISIP building in order to make me walk :D "make up is not everything, if you're healthy, you automatically looks bright and beautiful, so make sport as a part of your lifestyle"
Oke deh kakaaaak :)
XOXO

Teguran

Permulaan dari suatu tahap memang ga pernah mudah. Trial and error lumrah jadi lakuan. Aku mau cerita nih, jadi aku sama mas ijad lagi merintis suatu usaha, kami mencoba membuat super mini market, kenapa super mini ? Ya karena emang barang2nya belum lengkap hehehe
Beberapa bulan terakhir kami   fokus nyiapin persiapan toko, kayak bikin rak, nge cat sama ngumpulin item2 buat ngisi toko.
Singkat cerita, pada tanggal 31 januari kemarin, toko-yg-belum-ada-namanya-ini akhirnya buka, bismillah
Ya memang respon pasar masih belum memuaskan, padahal kami sudah pasang banyak promo lhooo yatapi namanya juga awal buka, masih perkenalan,
Namun, selama seminggu buka toko, belum ada halangan yg berarti, hingga hari ini, tadi pagi tepatnya, kami dapat teguran dari Allah melalui sales barang yg abal abal alias tipu2 entah gimana caranya berhasil mempengaruhi kami untuk membeli item2 yg ditawarkan dengn harga yang ga wajar, jumlahnya memang ga bombastis, tapi besar untuk ukuran kami yg baru saja buka toko.
Ya mungkin tiap bisnis memang harus ngalamin gini dulu kali ya, buat pengalaman, ga ada yg langsung mulus, jdi inget dulu aku jg pernh ketipu paa jual pulsa nih jadinya.
Semangat ya mbak bita dan mas ijad, maju terusss